A reminder that I am the Child of God … the Cross of San Damiano
I was reminded yesterday of the second question in the Catechism in the Anglican tradition, which asks in The Book of Common Prayer about Baptism.
The response says that “in my Baptism … I was made a member of Christ, the child of God, and an inheritor of the kingdom of heaven.”
I have emphasised the definite article in the child of God, as did the speaker.
This emphasis had an empowering and transforming impact on the children and teenagers he worked with in the East End of London.
No matter what your parenting was like, no matter what my experience of parenting was like, no matter how many times I fall short of giving the love I should and must give as parent, how often do you or I think of ourselves as “God’s love child”?
The speaker in Kilkenny yesterday [1 February 2016] was speaking from a Franciscan perspective, and he recalled how Margaret Thatcher quoted or misquoted Saint Francis of Assisi outside No 10 Downing Street in 1979, when she said: “Where there is discord, may we bring harmony…”
Of course, Margaret Thatcher had misquoted Saint Francis outside No 10, but the speaker also asked whether she ever brought his principles from the steps into the Cabinet Room.
In fact, the prayer attributed to Saint Francis was written as recently in 1912, in French, and was first published in a pious magazine edited by Father Esther Bouquerel. It was attributed to Saint Francis in 1927 because it was printed on the back of a pious picture of the saint. How many times have quotations being wrongly attributed to famous people?
I was reminded yesterday, however, of another prayer that Saint Francis prayed as he contemplated a crucifix in the ruins of the church of San Damiano. There Saint Francis heard Christ saying to him: “See that my Church is falling down. Rebuild my Church”. He began to do this physically – or symbolically – by rebuilding San Damiano with his own hands.
The life-sized crucifix in the church in San Damiano, painted in a Byzantine style, depicts Christ as wounded but not suffering. It is as though he is stretching out his hands not on the instrument of his death but in a gesture of prayer. A panel at the head of the cross depicts his Resurrection.
Saint Francis of Assisi had no illusions about the reality of suffering, even if he knew how Christianity transformed it. We were reminded yesterday of how his brokenness marked Saint Francis marked him yet drew him closer and closer to Christ.
We were challenged to abide in Christ’s love, to draw closer and closer to his Church, and to go on abiding in Christ’s love.
I am the child of God, and God’s own love child.